Tired Post

I'm so tired its not even funny jah know it sucks when your getting old and have to grow up :( I can't seem to fight sleep and win again at least not for as long as I use to .
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The Individual known as Blu Blu

Ive posted a few videos of this person just because I think the world needs to see them. Someone needs to catalog this person's life. Ive known him for about 7 years maybe even more..and I've never met another like him he is in my humble opinion the biggest pathological liar of my time..this dude dreams about lies he is what you would call a freestyle liar... he makes things up out of thin air just for the sake of telling it ... anyways i will link a few videos of this unique individual below ..here goes..

Ps: say something weh mi nuh like and see wah reach you

I'm Still Here

Yes I know I'm not keeping up with my promise I'm not venting as much as I should but the things on my mind as of late would be kinda rude if I were to express them. I am working and becoming a much better person emptied of all my anger and hate so as soon as I do this I will begin with some lovely post or maybe I'm just kidding myself who knows :) but I just wanted y'all to know that I'm still here I'm still alive :) peace
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Idle Vid from the past

This was around september october of 2000 something i really don't remember but most of the aqua ave crew came together to clean up the park. Something really funny happened and we missed it so we decided to start video taping just in case it happened again which on the ends it usually does. Pree video below

BIG UP PON YOUR STRONG MI DON!!!

Happy Birthday 5cent aka 5shizzle mi Bredrin mi Bredda mi Boss!!!

Happy Birthday 5cent

Yute we still a talk bout you, you still deh pon me mind when me a touch di road alone me try fi walk and drive good cause the world nuh nice out deh. If I could turn back the hands of time me wouldn't need fi a write this :( still hurts when I think back and memories surface and your not around tears flows when I remember but I hide them in the streets, You were a real friend and a very good person and I miss you everyday. We celebrated your birthday on Saturday not a lot of people came but for those who came together and made it happen it was a blessing I hugged your mother I told her I loved her and I felt her love for me for all of us. For all those who came out to celebrate our friends birthday even though gone we showed he's not forgotten thank you it meant a lot. Happy Birthday Andrew aka 5cent.
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About a month or so

So its been awhile since I've updated this blog of mine, I'm sorry lots on my mind been busy and had nothing to say really....

jus chillin at the park for 5cents birthday

Its been about a month or so I'm sure but if I'm wrong just means time is dragging alot slower than I thought. In the past month I've been all over the place mentally emotionally but same place physically weird I know and I cant explain it either its difficult and a bit crazy/confusing..oh we celebrated my friend 5cent birthday on saturday well his birthday is today the 28th of feb but we did it saturday not alot of his friends came but those who did made it work it was a very wonderful get together his mother came and we had a wonderful time it was very special.. R.I.P (five cent) my memory of you will never fade :( miss you like crazy bro.
                           
 

Thanks For Choosing Me

So I got hurt again no big deal I'm use to it, its happened before well, its been awhile so it hurts it really does. Now here's the story. I asked my girlfriend of 3 years to not hurt me. She was to just do one thing one thing only choose me over somebody (a guy) she met 2 months ago I don't know what type of impact he had on her but it was worth ending a relationship :( . Hey I'm emotional sue me. My pride is all I got and to be honest it got CRUSHED today, I was told that I was controlling that I was jealous and that I was being foolish, do u know what effect that has on a proud man? I can't explain it but I wish I could cut out my heart and still be alive I don't want to feel I don't want to care for anyone cause in the end they all leave and ur left hurt and heartbroken. She said I'm ending a 2 year relationship over a movie ( its been 3 )
I said I hope the movie was worth it.

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